Monday, March 14, 2011
by annaferhanna @ 10:13 AM

i'm not feeling well right now. i had one of the worst fight ever with my dad. we practically screamed our lungs out at each other moments ago and i thought that it would only last for a little while but it went throughout the whole journey from my cousins place to our ride home, my mum kept screaming asking us to stop but we continued arguing!  god damn it, and you'd probably laugh your head off once you know what we fought about. we fought about tshirts. fucking tshirt designs. i hate the word tshirts x 1091739263934693. i feel so fucked up right now, god knows why. and i feel like ditching the whole holiday thing. i cant quite describe this feeling. a little bit of anger, disappointment, frustration, hurt and guilt at the same time.

*sighs* and best of all, my dad didn't do anything to retaliate. he didnt slap like he usually does, he didnt fight back using hurtful words but he kept his cool throughout the whole journey which probably spiked up my anger even more. he kept mentioning words like 'winning', 'rewards','heart', 'true colours' when all i wanted was a little something like 'good job my dear' or at least a thank you. am i asking for too much?
 i guess probably am. good night.